Tell me what you really want?

Do we really express our desires in simple enough terms that those that we want to respond to them can?  Do we give enough information in our gestures and expressions and discussions to convey whatever it is that we want to say or get in exchange?

Why is it so very hard to put forth the correct representation of our insides?  Is the so obvious awkwardness due to an envisioned embarrassment?  Projected and seen prior to the act of representation itself?  Do all individuals go through this confusion?  Obviously the answer to the query is NO!  There are many bold souls who take on the task of expression very well.  And their rewards are plenty.  They are the ones who grab all they can from this existance without reservation or apprension and they are never sorry nor apologetic for their manifestations!  They Live Life without Regret!

And we, the others, we Fret!  We fret and pine and wonder if we can and all the while time is flying away forever and then when we do come to the great place of knowing that expression, as boldly and unapologectically is for everyone, well, sometimes it is too late.

For some the results or ramifications or beds we have made or the reap can be horrendous or spectacular, so dependent upon the mind that expressed the desire and what the desire entailed!  Was it for Good or Harm, self serving or destructive to the masses many or rippling few? 

I desire you...  and can not express or provide the correct demonstrative measure to say what it is I want to say.  I try, as meekly as I can to create a measure of my mind that will be understood by you, the one who at this moment in time has captured my attention and expression is beyond the realms of what is real and tangable and acceptable to those in the rippling water waves, watching and waiting for the surprise or the disappointment that will probably be conveyed in someones eyes, the minute or the hour when you pretend you didn't know and go away.