The Perfect Ones

It's been a long time since I have shared any thoughts or views that are strictly my own here, in this personal and freeing setting.  I guess I have been away because I have been busy trying to survive all of the mud and shit that has been slung at me over the past few weeks, months, years know.   I am so tired and wearing down as would be expected.

I don't understand my situation very well.  I was at the top of my game and fell down here in the south and now when I try to get up, there are some very specific white people how find it necessary to kick me back down again.  They seem to derive great pleasure in it?  What is this all about?

Where does the desire, almost passion come from?  What makes them feel the need to seek out a target and start firing off bullets of aggression and condensending remarks fashioned to deminish the target's self esteem and get them to feel they have no value in the world.

Yup, those types are out there, lirking, looking for a way to satisfy their craving for your spirit, trying to ensure they can build themselves up on your tears and self loathing.  It makes their sense of superiority, so much more keenly satisfying.

What can be done?  Not a lot, just be sure never to cross this lot.  And believe me they are everywhere.  Waiting to smell you out, see if there is a weak spot in your armoury, if there is a way they can get to you and bring you down so you are beneath their feet.

Sweet they are in front of crowds.  Vipers in reality, most can see through their gaze.  All of the time, they try and justify their place, yet it all is a lie, designed to replace your souls with their synthetic causes.

I don't know if there is any help or recourse.  I don't even know if there is a GOD who cares about their practices because they have been getting away with it for so very long.

What's next?  Maybe the lives of our children?  I am sure they would like to get a hold of them and take it back a few years, so they can have ones who will keep their feet warm at night, and sleep on the floor beside their beds and hold their bed pans?  Yes, I am sure of it.  This is their true cause..

Getting us back to hence we started from, in this country of capitalism and fairness and equality..

Yes, the CSEAY and the BALL-TINES are real, beware they are from the old school of racism and proving they are powerfully influential, in a bigoted kind of way.